#Amilikey

          Hey everyone!!! So I am still battling it out in these last three weeks left of the spring semester for my prerequisites for nursing. I forgot how much time is actually required to complete a full 13 credit hour semester on top of working full-time too! Obviously looking back I could have taken only three courses instead of 5, but you always live and learn. I wanted to get all my prerequisites done as soon as possible, so that I could start the actual journey in nursing school. It definitely is delicate balance between wanting to jumpstart the process and also starting on the right footing.        I had planned to be already transitioned into my new position at work over 8 months ago, and that really set me behind financially. My goal was to utilize my new position to earn more income and finally get the personal MOT I've always been lacking. Not being able to drive is true constriction on my life in every aspect, and I hate having ...

           Hello my fellow bloggers!! I have been preoccupied like crazy and it was been exhausting. I admit I definitely signed up for more courses than I could chew on, because I have no break. All I do is go to work and on my days off do nothing but homework nonstop. It feels frustrating not having actual down time to do the things I like, like training for my 5K and just being able to go out and have fun.       I genuinely have no real friends in life to hangout with at all; however, I would still like to go out on my own at the least. I only have friendly acquaintances and long distance pen pals. So it definitely sucks having no one to socialize with, but I have had bad company in the past and it was not worth it at all.  Perks of being the outcast in society, you get plenty of alone time.       Anyways, I wanted to talk about the social injustice that has been happening for all eternity, but more frequently...

          Good afternoon, I am officially a week into my 35th chapter and it has been relaxing considering I took off two weeks from my job. It was the right and best present I could have given myself. I wasn't able to set up an extensive itinerary like last year but at least I get some rest from work and that's also fulfilling. I did not make reservations for a fancy birthday dinner or lunch. I did not go out to eat anywhere special or at all, but there are for more important things going on in my life.        I kept the very basic traditions alive with getting my pampering through the manicure and pedicure. I actually went to get my haircut at the Supercuts and that was different. I really wanted to keep my hair length and dye it but it would have been more expensive and probably more damaging to the already mess of blended bottom colors. The hairstylist even said, "this will definitely get rid of the bleached bottom part," and I was like w...

       I have briefly talked about it, but never in depth because it is too painful of a memory. I never knew it was a thing nowadays to have a friend with benefits(FWB). I never wanted to have that type of relationship ever, but it did happen to me twice. Almost simultaneous and they knew about each other too, so it was all toxic from the beginning and till the end.      I originally knew the second FWB since my teenage years and we had already established a brief friendship years prior to it escalating to the FWB status between us. We shall call him Nate for reference, Nate and I never deliberately discussed the condition or agreement of what we were doing at all. It was always just in the moment kind of deal. Nate always had some sense of remorse afterwards and swore he would never sleep with me again, but as soon as he was intoxicated and feeling horny he completely forgot about what he had said. I always felt guilty too for doing what was morally ...

      Hello fellow peeps!! I am very happy to see another year come to a close and a new beginning to a new chapter called 35!! This one will be very bittersweet, because there are so many pending goals yet to be reached and milestones that haven't even remotely began. Last year, at the end of the year I thought I met someone great and he turned out to be just another liar. He wasn't serious about anything and he really hurt me in the sense that I believed this could be different. I figured he is a professional and he approached me so clearly it will be different. Nope, none of the above happened at all. I thought maybe even a real friend and colleague networking opportunity. After that one meetup, it all fizzled out and I kept begging him to keep in touch and he always said, "I'm sorry for ignoring you I've just been busy." And the same thing happened all over again. I didn't hear from him unless I (the idiot) texted him first. So I finally deleted his n...

       Hey my beloved people!!! I am happy to announce I am successfully enrolled in my prerequisites for nursing online at HCC. I am doing very well for the very first week and two days. Major Lol. I have already done an easy extra credit assignment and I have been checking the online canvas almost every day! The feeling I get when I am immersed in my college work truly feels great. I even had a hard time keeping my introduction paragraphs short because obviously I can talk about myself nonstop. Also, that is the writer inside of me wanting to express every little detail of my return to college.      I was questioning why two of my courses hadn't published any assignments. I started getting a bit concerned like did I not complete the registration as it should be or something else is missing. I used the chat assistance to verify and it turns out that the other remaining courses have a different staring date. I was surprised and at the same time kind of...